I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

10:55 PM 122 days,and still counting.Baby,I love you.

Receive results back,wasn't that great actually(sorry for the brutal post ytd),but satisfactory.I just hope I made the right choices,ultimately,I want to get excellent results for Os,and I badly want to take IB after wards.

I'm beginning to realise that I ain't going to be in the same 2C2 I had since last year,the same similar faces each morning,the scoldings from the teachers,and how much we worked together as a class.No more having fun in class because next year,it's serious business.Work our asses off.I could still recall the mornings when Sir(Mr Samat) would come up to me and tell me,"Irah(okay he's the only person that calls me Irah because I hate it),don't disappoint me.I know you can do it."And how he came up to class in the mornings to tell me about my articles published,and how he was strongly against me embarking on a career as a physiotherapist.Sir,I miss you very much,and thank you for believing in 2C2 and realising our potentials to be ladies and leaders of tomorrow.

Today morning was also the farewell assembly for Mrs Lee.Rather sad,but all I've got to say: THANK YOU MRS LEE.CRESCENT LOVES YOU VRY MUCH.

With parents,it ain't good.Don't ask.

Oh yeah,Amirah is the best-est thing that ever happened to me(sorry Dear!).I miss that woman so much,it's been two years,and I'm pretty excited to get on a date with her.Just the two of us(Dear,don't mind me.I'll introduce her to you soon.)Well,I was caught by surprise when I received a call from her through my house line.She kept my number!Talked on the phone abit,then put down,went online and continued talking.We're physically so far apart,yet so similar in our ways.And how her Saints friends were keeping her sane,hahaha!Okay we'll get together pretty soon alright honey? I LOVE YOU TOO MY MACHO WOMAN.

Naz,thank you for today.It made me feel so much better.And thank you once again for having faith in me.For guiding me through the rough times.For being so patient and tolerant.For all the emotional support I was lacking from some parties,for telling me,"I can."For holding on there when we get into a cold war.I LOVE YOU TOO NAZ

I'm tired and there's training tomorrow.I haven't got my guards for grading on Sunday,I'm so dead oh oh oh.

God,Let me sleep in peace tonight.